Pain Song

They tell me it get better and it never did
It's not alright for you to die if you ain't never lived I'm not alright and I won't lie and say I ever will
Look in your eyes, you was never real
And I been hurt too many times, I won't ever feel
That shit make a nigga feel like he won't ever heal
Ayy listen, this is not a pain song
I'm not tryna make no pain song
Bet you won't hear this shit no more
When all my pain gone
You won't hear this shit no more
When all my pain gone
Ayy, I'm not tryna make no pain song

It's the same song tryna stay two steps ahead
But fell behind
Stop trustin' people
Cause they disappoint you every time
I been existin' lately, I don't know, I guess I'm tired
My phone don't disturb, don't text me
Cause I won't reply
Hopin' I
Can find some peace so I can clear my mind
I want a family but I just can't seem to find the time
Some days I just don't wanna be alive
My grandma said it's gon' be hard to kill me
Cause I'm not afraid to die
I hope that they won't miss me when I'm gone
I cheated death so many times but I quit runnin'
So it won't be long
Pray my lil' brother holdin' on strong
I pray that judge throw out them charges
Drop the cases and they send him home
I hope Lil' Philly know I really miss him
I hope when Martha finally see me
I can hold her and hug her and kiss her
All my life I been a broken mirror
So when you see me don't pick up the pieces
You get hurt when tryna fix em

They tell me it get better and it never did
It's not alright for you to die if you ain't never lived
I'm not alright and I won't lie and say I ever will
Look in your eyes, you was never real
And I been hurt too many times, I won't ever feel
This shit make a nigga feel like he won't ever heal
Ayy listen, say this is not a pain song
I'm not tryna make no pain song
Bet you won't hear this shit no more
When all my pain gone
You won't hear this shit no more
When all my pain gone
Ayy, I'm not tryna make no pain song



Credits
Writer(s): Rodney Jackson
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