Atonement - Vintage Version

Life ain't a fairy tale, I found that out early
Just a couple days ago I turned 30
Used to be in love but we did each other dirty
Who was at fault, well who's telling the story
The way we used to argue shit she could be an attorney
After last time though, my heart was in a gurney
Gone are the days that we used to spend flirting
Made each other smile then go back to burning
The midnight oil
Always love turning to that warm body in the middle of the morning
Wake up yawning then proceed to boning
Made her see God like I was seeking atonement
Used to beat it up like it was my main opponent
Then all of a sudden, shh, I didn't see it coming
Something changed up, there's a little dysfunction
Asking what's wrong and you only reply "nothing"
Or just another question filled with apprehension
Walking on eggshells, a knife could cut the tension
On the same trip just going different directions
If only we could go back to our first impressions
When I was never second guessing any of your affection
Love blinding me to your minor imperfections
All the trust we built is hardly worth a mention
Now I'm wondering who you giving your attention
I'm getting pretty pensive and staying up late
Do you call him babe?
It's a feeling I can't take
Thinking that the end was destined to be our fate