Snowman! (feat. TY Carter)

You've stared out your window hundreds of times before
Imagine what a life with them would be like, but what for
He sent you a message, you swore you didn't want more
But you sit in front of the mirror and imagine his arms around you body
(but again, I'm torn)

Always had a problem being faithful, never had a knack for commitment
Guess that you could argue I'm unstable; no, it's Bobby Nair, don't get it twisted
Freshman year, I was out claiming bodies, Sophomore season I regained my senses
But then those drugs started talking to me, got all turned around like where my head at

Snowy nights I can't remember
Call me up in mid-September
Treat me like a fool, how can I lie
No will to die

I read letter from my friends that I don't talk to anymore
I know my heart's at peace with my decisions, but I still feel like I hated so much more
At least it happened, then something happens, and your world burns just a bit more
More freedom, more ambition, more than I'd have if I'd loved you more

Snowy nights I can't remember
Call me up in mid-September
Treat me like a fool, how can I die
No will to die

Gorilla beats the man, the man beats the gun
gun beats the gorilla; if you tie, you die
Gorilla beats the man, the man beats the gun