Having To Know

She's the only one, I ever really want to know
No pain, no hurt, no heartbreak, no one knows
These flows, grinding hard, I'm moving slow
The reality is, everybody just has to know

She's the only one, I ever really want to know
No pain, no hurt, no heartbreak, no one knows
These flows, grinding hard, I'm moving slow
The reality is, everybody just has to know

Just when I thought had to give up, I got right the fuck back up, back up your truck, I'm a hard motherfuck
Busting raps till the the day I die, going high, fucking with your mind, elevation the climb, I did some peoples lives in rewind, blaming me when I was young, for doing what you do now, how does that make sense?
Sitting on the fence, no judgements made, its pretense, I prevent, I was heaven sent and the rest, cutting my heart open, I've awoken, spoken, I've already told you I was chosen, arisen and arose, I rose from the dead, betrayal and mistrust, man you could get 10 in your head

She's the only one, I ever really want to know
No pain, no hurt, no heartbreak, no one knows
These flows, grinding hard, I'm moving slow
The reality is, everybody just has to know

She's the only one, I ever really want to know
No pain, no hurt, no heartbreak, no one knows
These flows, grinding hard, I'm moving slow
The reality is, everybody just has to know

I'm about to tell you how I felt?
Spraying emotions from hell, if he touches her, it's hell, can I hold on any longer?
It's hell but I know she felt it too, can't touch any other girl it's true
She's my true love, together we are truly thugs, the cuddle of love, cozy and rosy from above, hits you like a thud
These emotions are strong but somehow I'm stronger
If it goes on any longer, I can't wrong her, I just get stronger, I ponder, I wonder, when will this all go wrong?
Clinging to the ropes, we've only got hope, blossoming like a rose, I float, I'm dope but they don't know why I wrote what I wrote, man this ain't no joke!

She's the only one, I ever really want to know
No pain, no hurt, no heartbreak, no one knows
These flows, grinding hard, I'm moving slow
The reality is, everybody just has to know

She's the only one, I ever really want to know
No pain, no hurt, no heartbreak, no one knows
These flows, grinding hard, I'm moving slow
The reality is, everybody just has to know

Writing my thoughts out for some therapy, they used to think that was odd, like where are you from?
But what they didn't know I became strong, lost love, lost friends, lost wealth, lost the help, now I'm all just pure heartfelt
Telling what I tell, to make people swell, it's like they didn't even know, I went through hell?
About 15 mental hospital visits, a broken heart and now they all livid, wanting to know my private life, I'm withered, I'm livid, it's not how I pictured living
I'm like 100% giving and these clowns want to visit, all my private thoughts, I've quivered but that doesn't make me who I am man, fuck these bitches



Credits
Writer(s): Andrew Evans
Lyrics powered by www.musixmatch.com

Link