Xtian Boy

Well I'm glad you found a christian boy
Cus you really always needed a christian boy
And I wrote some songs that are full of shit
And I hope this one will make up for it
Thank you for not saving me
Guess some things aren't meant to be
Cus I'm fucked up now but I've always been
Like I was with you and I'm glad you're with him

I forget the night we said was the best one of our lives
When we sat underneath the stars listening to Holyoke sirens
I forget the day we spent with a mountain to climb
When we did things we shouldn't as we clung to the sides
We were so fuckin horny that your dad almost killed us
And sometimes I kind of wish he had

I forget the night you had to say you loved me back
Because I had to say it first,
Just to see what it felt like
But I still feel the mess I was when you left
Months it seemed I'd gone insane
Maybe I'm just embarrassed by the pain

I wish I were sad or bitter but
I really can't find a fuck to give anymore
Only thing that breaks my heart is when you
Stopped feeling special to me

I wish I'd do it all again
I wish I'd do it all again
I would not do it all again
I would not do it all again
I hope you're standing close to him
I hope you're standing close to him
I would not do it all again
What did we do?

Glad you found a christian boy
You used to be special
Glad you found a christian boy
Wish you were still special to me