Hard to Say

Hmm
Ohh
Ohh whoa

Pour a cup of every bottle I own (yeah yeah)
Sober enough to know each word I compose (compose)
Got heavy stuff I'm taking time to unload
Then maybe then, misery will leave me alone (yeah)
I lost my way as soon as I hit the road
Had her right by my side, still managed to let her go (yeah)
So consumed by my pride, had no more room left to grow (no no)
Riding low on a high, refuse to see those below (yeah)
Isn't it too strange how quickly the moods change?
Pulling a few strings, still nothing is moving (no no)
Working for true change, but doubt it's improving
But who knows (knows), who knows (knows), who knows (knows)
Crumbling in my palace, still maintaining my balance
Finding that strength to get up, call me Miles Morales
Sick of being so fed up, but still welcome the challenge
For sho, for sho, for sho

So pardon me, these are hard to say
But wouldn't have it any other way
Caught up in the deep end and don't wanna stay
So let's take it away, away, away
So pardon me, these are hard to say
But wouldn't have it any other way
Caught up in the deep end and don't wanna stay
So let's take it away, away, away

Sick of the let up (uh), sick of the set up (uh)
Sick of the drama and always feeling so fed up (uh)
Sick of em counting on me to make 'em feel better
'Specially when I get lost and almost succumb to the pressure
The problem is I accept these people the way they are
Don't judge 'em for any scar, don't let 'em surpass the par
It's an addiction with pure affliction for all involved
And now is the time to be selfish and not let doors revolve (yeah)
Wish I had kept my attention focused on Dines instead
Never let words of these niggas rent the space in my head
Spent some more time on this music, I'd be so far ahead
Shit got me tossing and turning while I'm asleep in bed
Never felt pressure to prove it knowing I couldn't do it
Showed em I'm not one to press and at times I fucking lose it
But I as I pour up this glass, think to myself and laugh
No way you can let the present get lost inside your past

So pardon me, these are hard to say
But wouldn't have it any other way
Caught up in the deep end and don't wanna stay
So let's take it away, away, away
So pardon me, these are hard to say
But wouldn't have it any other way
Caught up in the deep end and don't wanna stay
So let's take it away, away, away