Contingency

Don't you dare come my way
I know it's cause everyone else has gone away

Can't replace memories
That pave the roads and line the walls of this place

Although I know I'm last there's still a grasp of hope
Since I got picked at all
You get all you want so why put up a fight
For a boy who'll never show

I'm fine if I'm not the only one
But wait for me to leave before you fall into her arms
I'll lay awake and dream how far
We'd go if only you know

You want me to see you with her
But how come I get kept like an old secret
The difference in your eyes, the way they light up like a thousand fiery suns
But I know that she's not blind

Although I know I'm last I can't get past the hope
Of how you look too long
You get all you want so why chase at the pain
When it's just a losing game

I'm fine if I'm not the only one
But wait for me to leave before you fall into her arms
I'll lay awake and dream how far
We'd go if only you know

I'm fine if I'm not the only one
But wait for me to leave before you fall into her arms
I'll lay awake and dream how far
We'd go if only you know

I know that I'm not the only one
I'll wait for you to leave before I fade into the dark
I'll lay awake and dream how far
I'd go if I just gave up