Securely Detached

My sadness has forgotten her cause
I am stuck between not knowing how to get up
And needing pills to fall asleep
Can't be one on one with my thoughts
And emotionally I've been shut off
'Cause the implications hurt less
Than exposing my plight, I trust

Many things were broken many things were healed
But nothing's ever sealed

I, I, I
I, I, I
I, I, I
Still get by

I don't perfect, I progress
But in my ways, I am set
Safely aloof, I confess
I'm securely detached
Securely detached
Securely detached

My pain has seen the surface, better days are here
Yet my mood never stays the same, it keeps playing the field
But do I even want to change myself?
I don't even know, what the hell

Outta nowhere
Outta nowhere
I am scared that I will never fall in love
'Cause to be fair
That is something
That I never got a good example of

Many things were broken many things were healed
But nothings ever sealed

I, I, I
I, I, I
I, I, I
Still get by

I don't perfect, I progress
But in my ways, I am set
Safely aloof, I confess
I'm securely detached
Securely detached
Securely detached

What I want is to be protected
But on the outside I look unaffected
That's my imperfect strength or
Is it my perfect flaw?
It's all about perspective
I just hope the ice will thaw

I don't perfect, I progress
But in my ways, I am set
Safely aloof, I confess
I'm securely detached

I don't perfect, I progress
But in my ways, I am set
Safely aloof, I confess
I'm securely detached