Mess

Looking at it now
I can see it all clearly
I finally understand why I don't have a lot of people near me
I'm not good at keeping people in my life
And when it's all over, I just go and forget about them
I know it's over now, and it's too late to change shit
But I know it's because I'm just so damn complacent
And I bet if I put all of my effort in this shit
I would be happier and never have to worry
I'm not gonna act like the things that happened back then
Was because it was out of my control
I should've known what I was doing back then
And I just can't pretend
Cause I'm the one who made it a mess
I'm so sick of screwing things up for myself
I think about things too much and it's bad for my health
And I complain about what I did, and what I said
But I'm the one who made it a mess
I see an opportunity I should take but never do
We used to talk all the time, now I'm just someone that you knew
I could just be like hey, I'm sorry I've been silent
If I told you that I don't still think about you I'd lying
I make plans to do things in my head but never do it
I spend all my Friday nights at home listening to music
But at least I'm living how I'm expected to live
Not at parties taking risks, and getting wasted as shit
I'm not gonna act like the things that happened back then
Was because it was out of my control
I should've known what I was doing back then
And I just can't pretend
Cause I'm the one who made it a mess
I'm so sick of screwing things up for myself
I think about things too much and it's bad for my health
And I complain about what I did, and what I said
But I'm the one who made it a mess
I'm so sick of screwing things up for myself
I think about things too much and it's bad for my health
And I complain about what I did, and what I said
But I'm the one who made it a mess



Credits
Writer(s): Thomas Sloan
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