different

I've been tryna be myself but I'm still putting on a mask
I wanna be with you but I'm too afraid to ask
Cause I've been scarred, so it won't last
Hurt too much to relive the past
Wanna have the courage so I could be with you
Wanna have the courage to tell you that I miss you
And since the car crash I've been too afraid
I wish you didn't go, I wish you could've stayed
The last few months I had to do this all alone
I wish I avoided this, I wish I would've known
Yeah I nearly died, I took a fatal blow
I'm tryna learn from it, move on and grow
Life is now different, I gotta different plan
A different view, I'm a different man
I know what you think of me, I know your stance
All I'm asking for is just one more chance

I know we don't talk a lot, that was all me
Let's grab a few drinks, don't worry it's on me
Should've done this sooner,yeah that was all me
This was all my fault, this was all me
When there's nobody around, you should call me
If you need a rebound, you can call me
When I'm not in town, even then call me
When you're feeling down, feel free to call me

Call me
Everything was my mistake, it was all me
Remember all the times we had? I do, fondly
From time to time I know you'll be thinking about me
All this time I know you still really doubt me
You should trust me when I say I've really changed
I know what you're thinking, I've been injured in the brain
I've done some crazy things but no I'm not insane
I've been thinking clear
Know what I want now, just want you near
Life is now different, I gotta different plan
A different view, I'm a different man
I've learned lessons at the bottom of the rock
Lessons I would never learn if I was at the top
So I'm really thankful just to be alive
And after all I've been through, I'd hate to say goodbye

Don't imagine you would get it, though you might care
Probably won't believe me, but I changed I swear
You wanna get another me, try and find where?
Search the whole world, you'll see I'm quite rare
Sure you're sad that I got hit, but this is a nightmare
Though I don't believe in god, tried all my prayers
Wish the answer to this mess were all right there
This is not what I deserve but life don't fight fair



Credits
Writer(s): Adarsh Shankar
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