Maybe I Should Let Some Things Go

I keep hearing songs about dishes piling up
And I sing along but I find it ironic
This isn't how I thought I'd be
With you running up to me
And I wish that I was different
I keep hearing stories about where you'd take me
There's a storm storm in Kentucky
But you're in the driver's seat
I wonder if that's how they'll see me
I can picture it

My shoes at the door
And I'm just sitting there
The chaos consumes me but I don't care
And I wish that I didn't care

I know I should be more like my dad
Believe me, I've tried
I keep replaying the way he said that
He'd wish I'd see myself the way the he did
But I just don't believe it
Can you picture it?

My shoes at the door
And I'm just sitting there
The chaos consumes but I don't care
And I'm still here

Replay the memory of a man digging trenches with his kid
Must have been enough to make her spit
Reply the memory of a man who did everything he could
That's the one that sticks
That's the one that sticks
A torch of hope in this black hole
Of self-loathing pseudo-self control
Maybe I should let some things go
(Maybe I can bury those holes)
Maybe I should let some things go
(Maybe I maybe I)
Maybe I could let some things go
Maybe I should leave my

Shoes at the door
And I'm just sitting there
The chaos consumes me but I don't care
Your heels are scarred
I'll take you in my arms
Hoping that I can fill yours

My shoes at the door
And I'm just sitting here
The chaos consumes me but I don't