Must Have Forgot

I'm not ashamed to admit it I am the person responsible for all the pain
that I'm feeling Can't nobody hurt me like I hurt myself doing
all of the time and I haven't been healing I don't think I'll make it so I take another
one straight No I don't need no chaser

Lately been getting too wasted Feel like it's just me vs the world
Yeah I know everyone hates me This is the way that it has to be
So I'm done running from whatever's after me I deserve all of it, do not feel bad for me
Self inflicted, all the rules, do it happily I got nobody to call on

The love that I had that is long gone In my whole life I've been misunderstood
Yeah this whole damn world has got me all wrong I just wanna be myself, they want me to change
They say when I drink that I should see myself Been dying inside and I'ma need my health
Why you only come around when you need my help? I remember being suicidal

devil waiting on my arrival I pushed the limit so many times
I don't know why I still survive on When I'm leaving, my spirit is under attack
Have I fallen into a trap? Usually I don't get attacked
And I'ma tell y'all about the pain that I felt all my life

I become numb to the pain and it starts to feel right
So give me what you got You can do your worst
Send a hundred shots Put me in the dirt
You must've forgot How much I'm really hurt

You must've forgot You must've forgot
So give me what you got
Wondering if I'm gone or I'm not All I know is I'm alone in my thoughts
I see you feeling right at home on the block You can change in the hand that you got

They said that only time will tell I spent a little time in hell
Commissary inside the cell All the time I was in the penitentiary
Ain't a person in the world come and visit me
Did I really do something hard to your pride? How you do so much wrong

You ain't worth nobody time Way too many times it was weighing on my mind
I was laying there at night, got to play it suicide
I don't make believe Really got a guardian angel saving me
Only reason that I'm still alive, thankfully Became who I aim to be

You hate but you can't compete Sometimes I think that I'm somebody
Other times I think that I'm nobody I ain't never wanna have to break down work
But I want that fast life, I don't go with the slow money
I don't make excuses, I create solutions I don't hang with losers, busy making moves

I don't got no time to be chasing Gucci My life is an inspirational movie
My spirit is under attack Have I fallen into a trap
Usually I don't get attacked And I'ma tell y'all about the pain
That I felt all my life I become numb to the pain

And it starts to feel right So give me what you got
You can do your worst Send a hundred shots
Put me in the dirt You must've forgot
How much I'm really hurt You must've forgot

You must've forgot