Bad Guy

You talking about how I blew this whole thing up
But if I try to fix it, am I being real?
Or am I scared of being the bad guy?

You that know I love you, that's the truth now
You don't need from me, no proof now
Been down every avenue now
And it feels so bad
And I don't wanna turn my back now
But I can't go another lap round
When the sun's about to black out
And we've both gone mad

But that's only my side, what does she say?
Well she prolly feel betrayed
I'm back and forth like the hand of a DJ
So why she wanna go and press replay
Dorothy had a house in a hurricane
Black and white views that we swear are a sure thing
It's in the way of change like a purse string
We're all done but then we're him and her again
And I was so abrupt
When I cut the cord it broke your trust
My message always self-destructs
You know it feels so
Bad when I'm at your pad and I should happy
I love you but I'm sick of you, I'm in a bad dream
It's havok, then I get passive and try to rally
Start acting like this can actually attract me, but

Loving you is neither here nor there though
When we strip it to the bare bone
And it always feels terrible
We could have more
But now I'm too tired to ask why
The sunrise becomes a black sky
Now I gotta be the bad guy
And use the door

But that's only my side what is her view
I know she feels hurt by the curt truth
So confused like it just didn't occur to
Me to be courteous and more true to my word too
But let's compare notes
At this point I'm throwing up my hands like air quotes
You think we're two notes short of a concerto
I think we sound like Pavarotti choking on a hairball, there I go
I ain't saying this thing is one sided
Our story's been full of joy I wouldn't unwrite it
But couples work and therapists, we've done tried it
And now I'm tired of tongue biting and I'm done fighting

Suddenly the weather up and shifted
And she feels so disrespected
Like how'd I do this to my best friend?
And cause this pain
But let's standup in a hailstorm
And grow stronger in the gailforce
Find answers in the maelstrom
There's more than rain

And when the storm clears it sets the scene
Better make way for the new born queen
Learning how to wake up from the dream
One fucking awesome human being

The prince got lost back at the start
Always tryin' to save her from the dark
He couldn't fix his mother's heart
That's why he always tries so hard
But when the rain soaked to the bone
He pulled the sword of the stone
First words he said as a king
"We're so much bigger than our pain"

I know it's hard to face the change
But you know we can
'Cause we're both much bigger than this pain
And I mean that