Human (Epilogue)

Back when the N-95 was the norm
And them date nights at my apartment felt like a dorm
Didn't know you would be my support
When the rug got pulled
Everybody's on the floor, I guess
Got drunk off of moscow mules and margs
Almost got into a fight over you at the bar
Came hell or highwater you was my bitch
Even wore a Bears hat with your outfit
Back when we kissed by the patch bay
Way before the tears and the outrage
I did shit that I wish that I could backspace
I agreed to a break
But your intention was fake
We used to walk around Venice together
Listening to Tom Misch, Ne-Yo and Tedder
I would throw a joke
You would say something clever
What You Think About Me
But for you it was Better
You were here, now you're gone today
But the lessons are forever
And they're here to stay and
The path might have caused up pain
But we're only human
I am not my mistakes
That's just my takeaway and
I had to brave it
Cause I'm only human
Back when Frank had the Orange Channel
Been studying the game
Been learned the craft
You was doin' odd jobs tryna get seen
I was doing big things
Tryna make my name last, I mean
You was tryna ride the wave after
Never thought that it would Pink Matter
I tried to lead us to the water
But you wanted to navigate us to disaster
Damn
Let me take it back to Happy Birthday
You would overstep and
It ended in the worst way
Or let me take it back to the gaslight
The high's were high, but man them bad times?
Back when quarantine was lifted
Let's not get too specific
Cause I ain't tryna open the wounds
But the scars that I got from it
Make me harder to bruise
You were here, now you're gone today
But the lessons are forever
And they're here to stay and
The path might have caused up pain
But we're only human
I am not my mistakes
That's just my takeaway and
I had to brave it
Cause I'm only human
It took two years
It was a process
Had to figure out how to live
It took two years
Was in denial
Now I know it is what it is
And now I'm here
A lot of meditation
Had to get back on my shit
I could talk about the good times, bad times
It doesn't matter cause I learned how to live and forgive
You were here, now you're gone today
But the lessons are forever
And they're here to stay and
The path might have caused up pain
But we're only human
I am not my mistakes
That's just my takeaway and
I had to brave it
Cause I'm only human
Ah, ah, ah, ah
I can finally sleep at night
But we're only human
Ah, ah, ah, ah
I learned to face the darkest night
But I know that I'm only human