Sadness

What second choices could I make
Could still be dyed in any paint
It's my life to change
It's what I want before I turn the final page
And then we see what we became
Delude every thought, till I deceive myself
You don't want this to be forever
(Holding on tight to the back of me)
But you can't turn away
When you look in my eyes it's over
Now you finally know the truth

This is sadness
This is emptiness alone now
This is sadness
This is sadness by myself, tonight, alone

Forever last to see your face
Stuck in the backseat of the chase
It's my life
I never had the chance
To say what I can do(when you throw it away)
With every dream I had
I never said to you(with the words that you say)
Can't decide to coalesce or just divide

Holding on tight to the back of me
To the back of me
To the back of me
You finally know the truth

This is sadness
This is emptiness alone now
This is sadness
This is sadness by myself, tonight, alone
Cause I just can't turn away
Is there nothing left to say
Knowing I may never change

Cause we swear that we just want closure
But you won't see this through
When you look in my eyes it's over
Now you finally know
So take a breath and then release out all the lies
You cry a wolf but I'm not reaching out this time
Everything is fine(Everything is fine)
When you're not on my mind
In your soliloquy you say life isn't fair
But when it's said by someone else you just don't care
I'll live without you now
The system's shutting down

This is sadness
This is emptiness alone now
This is sadness
This is emptiness, alone tonight
This is sadness(I can live without you now)
This is emptiness alone now
(Every dream just speaks so loud)
This is sadness(I can live without you now)
This is sadness by myself
(Every dream just speaks so loud)
This is sadness by myself, tonight, alone