Inconvenient

Take a restart
Never wanted these parts
Hanging in my sofa thinking to myself I need some
Traction and release my
Memories of peace, hun
Never been the type a guy that be like check out these guns

But now, shooting all these bullets, push me back
Really I've been up there, see I'm in over my head
Overthinking everything that already been said
Overthinking everything that already been left

Behind, lately finding trouble to move on
Don't know what to say, maybe cause my confidence is gone
Had this big idea of how it'd be if I was one
Never won, I've been shattered in a thousand pieces

Isn't that inconvenient
Changing what I'm used to ain't easier
Than holding on
Can I be so strong
To reach for what I want

Isn't that inconvenient
Was hung up on the past, but it's cheating me
I need to be myself
I feel like someone else
Let me start again, yeah

Take a reset
Never taken these steps
Became the kind of person that was comfortable with fear, stress

Washing up on shore, where my peace rests
Be fast, baby come and go, don't you stick around like beeswax

Cause spring is coming and I think I might need a new honey
I kinda need replacement, and that shit's right on the money
I've overcome so much and for too long I have been running
While standing still was better than avoiding to be troubling

It's funny, I'm the one that thought it would be better
In a couple days or weeks or months, or years for that matter
Still I'm here trying to get rid of these manners
That I built up, that I gathered, let me lose them yeah I better

Isn't that inconvenient
Changing what I'm used to ain't easier
Than holding on
Can I be so strong
To reach for what I want

Isn't that inconvenient
Was hung up on the past, but it's cheating me
I need to be myself
I feel like someone else
Let me start again, yeah

Isn't that inconvenient
Isn't that inconvenient