Looper's Sunrise

Made some mistakes but hoping that it ain't too late
I'm hoping that I ain't drink my own Kool-Aid
I hope the heart that I had from the start
Is the heart that I have, meeting God
Huh

And I'ma blind like you're looking at the sunshine
And after every dark night there's a sunrise
'Cause after every single night, there'll be sunlight
I'ma bring you the dark night sunrise

The homie seen a whole lot
I done avoided blocks, I done had a few ops
'Cause I stirred a few pots, I been who I am not
'Cause I wanted some props, from some folks I forgot
And I schemed and I plot, universe made me stop
I been cheated and robbed, I done cursed and I popped
I have had and I lost, I have won at bad cost

Man I swear the only thing I ain't do is get shot, ha
Made some mistakes but hoping that it ain't too late
I'm hoping that I ain't drink my own Kool-Aid
I hope the heart that I had from the start
Is the heart that I have, meeting God

And I'ma blind like you're looking at the sunshine
And after every dark night there's a sunrise
'Cause after every single night, there'll be sunlight
I'ma bring you the dark night sunrise

Momma just called and asked if I feel the new breeze
Wonder when she look in my eyes, do she feel me?
This heart a home now, think I got a new lease
I think I finally see the path to the new me

'Cause it been blurry all along this treacherous way
Venomous snakes, thorns, weeds, caused me delay
Doing dirt, the type you can't feather dust away
All the while in the dark, ducking strays, lose my way

But I'm fine, or I'll be in the future
The world ain't feeling me, I'll switch positions, Kama Sutra
This the point in my life where my past meet my future
And I am gonna kill the past I ain't Joe in Looper
Got the past wondering, "who ya?"
Don't worry child, this bullet's gonna blast right through ya
Goodbye, Junior
Ain't said you'll be fine, I said you'll be in the future

Made some mistakes but hoping that it ain't too late
I'm hoping that I ain't drink my own Kool-Aid
I hope the heart that I had from the start
Is the heart that I have, meeting God (I'll see you right there)

And I'ma blind like you're looking at the sunshine
And after every dark night there's a sunrise
'Cause after every single night, there'll be sunlight
I'ma bring you the dark night sunrise

Here I go, I had to visit the past
And kill me fast, so I could make sure I last
The old me was daft, put my heart in casts
Just one thing I ask, will my lows now pass?
This the point where my past meet my future
And to levitate, I gotta tie my past's noose here
But is this the end of me? Am I really saving me?
Will mistakes be memories?
Will they hover ahead of me, forever?