Cold

I swear I got so many flows, I don't know how to pick one
In college had a main and a side, I couldn't pick one
Until they started complaining, and then I had to pick one
Cut both of em off and I'm getting off now they the sick one
The way she suck my dick, it's to the T, I call her Lipton
She say I got good D, I'm MVP, I'm Scottie Pippen
She say that I'm the one, I play PG, I'm Rod Strickland
These niggas really shady, so I always keep some distance
If you ain't struggled then we can't relate
That's why I'm getting to these chips, but these ain't Better Made
Coach E like em all kinds of colors, no I don't segregate
Had to learn to put myself first, ain't no second date
Thinking bout my future, I'm the hardest in the present day
Ima keep going, and keep flowing, we gone see better days

So many thoughts on my mind, I just can't get em off
I spent my bread, I invested into everything that you said
Followed my dreams and my heart, but it's still tears that I shed
Cause this shit ain't paying off, just look at how much it cost
Bought into myself
But it ain't help cause of the sacrifice
I'm still struggling to sleep, I toss and turn at night
My meditation falling off, now it ain't acting right
My heart been dying, I think this song is just the candlelight

Like how my momma still struggling to pay all these bills
Think everyday how we get by, I need to make us a mil
Lost my patience for the fake, I only deal with the real
Funeral service, for some friends, yeah it's dead this the kill
If I did half the things you did, just tell me how you would feel
I be losing it but yet I'm cool, calm, and chill
I was Urkle, I was Stefan, you can call me Jaleel
I'm acting out of character, but it's a part of me still
I know that only family matters, still be needing to heal
All these feelings on my spirit make it hard to conceal
All this anger in my heart, I still be needing to heal
All this pain that's on my mind through my words I reveal
Just what it take to see my momma somewhere happy for real
Maybe when they hear me spitting they can throw me a deal
Until then ima keep on tripping, I ain't ever gone chill
Until then ima keep on
Yeah
This that new flow, cause where I get it is from the soul
You rappers couldn't mimic, cause my flow just be too cold
You need a jacket
A hoodie
A skully
Some gloves, some uggs, and still couldn't keep up
I'm fucking the streets up
I keep on flowing cause I'm fucking these beats up
They said I couldn't till I pulled them receipts up
It's like
Every beat I just catch a body
I come in punching, know the beat gone kick, this that new karate
I'm laying down foundation with this brick, if you stick beside me
I won't forget, gone make sure that we eat, you my Kemosabe
I'm headed to the top, I'm not gone stop, no you can't deny me
We talking opps, forever feel like Dej, just let em try me