The Going Away Song

It's like nails in my ears
That after all of these years, that after the blood, sweat,
And tears were anything but stable
First comes first love is the worst when it ends
And that doesn't depend on you
Take this pain and learn from it
I'm yet to do so
That comes with time

I hate this town but I love it
I don't know where I belong
I don't have a home
I don't have a mom
This pains all I've been thinking of
The only thing I have is you
Now look what I have to do
It's so fucking wrong
I have to sing this song
That how it is isn't it?

Baby, with this I say good bye
Even though I don't want to
I don't know what to do
My only wish is that you'll continue
As if I never even existed

I still love you
And that's the worst part
It's all I've been thinking of
The suns so warm, the ice is hot
Where's all this pain stemming from?
The pavements soft, the grass is rocks
And I know exactly where to aim

Baby, with this I say goodbye
Even though I don't want too
I don't know what to do
I never seem to know