METAL

You've got a way of pulling words out
Of my throat when it's convenient for you
And I show no regard for me
Sometimes I wonder if Imma make it back home
Sundown, fun down, thoughts are racing like
They wanna drive off the edge
Gun's out, thumb's on the trigger
With the cold hard metal pressed against my head

And if I had a better way to go
I'd never let myself be left alone
And if I didn't mean what I regret
I'd apologize but I can't (Get me out of myself)

Can't be left alone
Now I'm sitting at home
You're in another room (I'm suffocating)
I'm suffocating
In water under the bridge
I can't fix myself for you

Gotta go somewhere far
Harder just to be where you are
Gotta go somewhere far
Harder just to sit in the dark

I taste my breath like copper in bed
Staring at the ceiling
I like to imagine what it'd be like
As my ghost watches everyone reeling
I see my mother's eyes, they'll never be dry
They'll keep blaming themselves
I see my body hang and then see it lowered
Deep under the Earth

And if you took the time to know
You'd never let me be left alone
And if I didn't mean what I said
I'd apologize but I said what I meant

Can't be left alone
Now I'm sitting at home
You're in another room (I'm suffocating)
I'm suffocating
In water under the bridge
I can't fix myself for you (you, you, you, you)

Gotta go somewhere far
Harder just to be where you are
Gotta go somewhere far
Harder just to sit in the dark
(Gun's out, thumb's on the trigger with the cold, hard)
Gotta go somewhere far
Harder just to be where you are (Metal pressed against my head)
(Gun's out, thumb's on the trigger with the cold, hard)
Gotta go somewhere far
Harder just to sit in the dark (Metal pressed against my head)

(Gun's out, thumb's on the trigger with the cold, hard)
(Metal pressed against my head)
(Gun's out, thumb's on the trigger with the cold, hard)
(Metal pressed against my head)