No Love

Run out of tears, still try to cry myself to sleep
Run out on fear, still the enemy try to creep
Feel like happiness isn't for everyone
Thought these feelings would overcome with my first born son
Run out of tears, still try to cry myself to sleep
Run out on fear, still the enemy try to creep
Feel like happiness isn't for everyone
Thought these feelings would overcome with my first born son

I really don't understand why pain makes me feel good
Seems like misery sometimes is misunderstood
Try to climb up in mind, instant straight jacket
I flew the coop in a coup, develop strange habits
Family of 6 but felt like I was a bastard
Harboring feelings inside, this I mastered
Spend all my time in solitude, don't mean to be rude
Only time I leave the house is when I need food
Surprise birthday party for me but still feel all alone
Tried to cut all ties, commence to self disown
We all think differently, but I'm just out there
Some things I say, they may to others not appear clear
I guess I became vegan just for attention
They say I'm all in my feelings but no one wanna listen
This shit don't add up, minus all the division
Just trying to free my mind, from a mental prison

Run out of tears, still try to cry myself to sleep
Run out on fear, still the enemy try to creep
Feel like happiness isn't for everyone
Thought these feelings would overcome with my first born son
Run out of tears, still try to cry myself to sleep
Run out on fear, still the enemy try to creep
Feel like happiness isn't for everyone
Thought these feelings would overcome with my first born son

With social media, I tried to mold me into a mogul
If I tried to put on a show, attendance no go
I had a fire burning inside that wouldn't let me sleep
Information coming to me, before I think to blink
Ability to write literally happened overnight
Internal light takes over my might, without the oversight
Guided by angels or whatever higher powers
I got higher while I burned Mary's flowers
A universe in a marble, is like an atom
Found men in black down that rabbit hole staring at him
Come face to face with the reaper, and golden gate keeper
It's all the same every time I look n the mirror
Didn't believe my vision, could get any clearer
That's how you turn on the dimmer, no longer dreams shimmer
Believe in self, it's all a test that we manifest
I'm far from perfect, only human, man I fess

Run out of tears, still try to cry myself to sleep
Run out on fear, still the enemy try to creep
Feel like happiness isn't for everyone
Thought these feelings would overcome with my first born son
Run out of tears, still try to cry myself to sleep
Run out on fear, still the enemy try to creep
Feel like happiness isn't for everyone
Thought these feelings would overcome with my first born son