Alleviate

Yeauhhhhh uhh
Yea
Yeaauhhh
Yeaauhh

Yea yea

Yea

Alleviate
Had to numb the pain
I was telling Shawty I've seen better days
I was sitting there in my window pane
Just singing songs 'bout the shit I've seen
Got HP all in my veins
And the scars deep, never fade away
Just a moldy soul, on the decay
Had to take a trip to just feel something

I get high, I know you know this
'Cause this is the road I've chosen
But for you, I'll cross the oceans
'Cause you taught me how to feel emotions

Alleviate
I still gotta learn to go meditate
Don't got me too much to go celebrate
Yeah, these thoughts in my head seem to always just hesitate
World in my hands, I just gotta go orchestrate
Been focused on shit that ain't even gonna feed my plate
This weight on my shoulders, the size of a mountain
No little ass boulder's gonna get in my way

Just a kid from the city, so watch how you move
If you think that you're tough and you get in my space
Take a second, take a look at the base
Not the one to play these little kid games
Play for too long, and I turn you to flames
News gonna say Juli's insane, and you're to blame

I get high, I know you know this
'Cause this is the road I've chosen
And for you, I'll cross the oceans
You taught me how to feel emotions

Been telling my Shawty, if she really loves me
She's gonna let me fuck all these hoes
These bitches, they come and they go
But never ever have a chance to get in my soul
She don't know the code that you only know
You've been keeping the key in a secret location
Know all the answers, why you testing patience
I think it's a trick, it might just be your fragrance
Got you all figured out, so bitch, stop all this playing
Said she's a demon, so I'ma go slayer
Took her to battle, she didn't survive
Got a letter for Satan, for when she arrives
It says he's a bitch and got the wrong guy
Been telling myself to just go trust in the vibe
'Cause I'm always protected, my faith in the sky

I get high, I know you know this
'Cause this is the road I've chosen
But for you, I'll cross the oceans
You taught me how to feel emotions

Alleviate
As I deviate
Learned to value life and appreciate
Even days that I fucking hate
Just all a part of a learning phase

Too many days I've been laid up in sorrow
Stressing 'bout if I'm gonna see a tomorrow
If I wanted to die, I'll go load my own hollow
Can't drink by myself, 'cause I'll drown in the bottle
Slowly just fade away, lose all my memory
Soul leaves my body, now I'm only an energy
Wonder if people gonna even remember me
Whether it's shortly or even some centuries
Don't even know if this shit's gonna matter
Gotta go die just to get to the answer
Take all these drugs to make it go faster
Time telling me it's just a disaster