Pissed

Waking up every day with my eyes low
Trying to figure out where did the time go
While my girlfriend texts saying I'm slow
I might text her ass back saying I know

Problems stuck inside my head and I die slowly
I have a lot of friends around but they don't even know me
Now I'm laying down inside my bed wish you could hold me
Cause I've been having thoughts inside my mind that aren't holy
Cannot give it up
Sitting in my bed thinking will I ever be enough
Yeah
But I'm beaten up
Getting fucked up drinking out of dixie cups
Yeah
Feel I don't live enough
I don't meet my expectations, am I really living up?
But I don't have the energy
No, I could never give a fuck
I know that I'm lazy but I won't think about giving up

Waking up every single day with my eyes low
Trying to figure out where did the time go
While my girlfriend texts saying I'm slow
I might text her ass back saying I know

Wait I take it back
Cause I'm so fucking pissed
Hating it here
Don't wanna fucking exist
I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids
But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this
Wait I'll take it back
Cuz I'm so fucking pissed
Hating it here
Don't wanna fucking exist
I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids
But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this

No amount of drugs will ever help my mind
And I'm sorry that I lied when I said I was fine
Scrolling all night
Couldn't get offline
Maybe LSD will fucking fix my life
I cut up my wrist
Now there's blood on my shirt
My love language touch
You don't wanna see how I hurt
Try to tell you that
But I fumble my words
And I know that I'm not perfect
But I still try and learn
Smoke a blunt to the face
I don't wanna feel my pain
Take a stab inside the dark
But I ain't perfect with my aim
But if I can't have you here
Then there's no way that I can train
I sit inside this bed thinking "am I insane?"

I'm waking up every single day with my eyes low
Trying to figure out where did the time go?
While my girlfriend texts saying I'm slow
I might text her ass back saying I know

Wait I take it back
Cause I'm so fucking pissed
Hating it here
Don't wanna fucking exist
I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids
But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this
Wait I'll take it back
Cuz I'm so fucking pissed
Hating it here
Don't wanna fucking exist
I guess I'll either decay or I'll retire my kids
But it might be the first cause I'm so tired of this



Credits
Writer(s): Sully Bennett
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