Toxic Love

I know what they want, but
What about what I want?
Lito (Pyro on the beat)

Seen her on FaceTime with her hair done
I said, "Pull up on me, I got some money to get your titties done"
We been off and on for way too long, but we ain't really done
They say you can't fail until you quit, and I ain't givin' up

Nah, I ain't had enough
Nah, this ain't toxic love
Call it what you want, but when I call, she still pickin' up
Nah, we ain't really been involved, but it don't matter much
Still got whatever for her
I ain't trippin', she don't ask for much

As for us, I know dealin' with my past is tough
Ready if she willin' 'cause I really want to patch it up
Never could admit it when I was with her, but I play too much
Hey, Alexa, "Play 504 Boyz," you ain't gotta say too much

I can tell just by the look in your eyes (ayy)
Made up my mind, at first, I couldn't decide
I guess it was pride, I should've just tried
Didn't want to lie
Tried to walk away, and you took it in stride (and you took it in stride)

Ayy
Took it-, took it around with her, man
Lito

I'm attracted to your mind, in love with your perspective
We disagree, I hear you out 'cause I really respect it
Don't take it personal, I'm gettin' it, my business is separate
Know you feelin' neglected, say it's really 'bout effort

Just booked a flight, look, pack a bag and let's just get away
I'm all in, we really resorted to this, that means I'm here to stay
You make me feel a way (way), can't describe it
Bring out my best and emphasize it by lookin' in my eyes
Don't be blushin', you can trust me
Look, matter of fact, leave your luggage
We'll get it when we get there, won't be no interruption
If you want it, you can have it, go on and grab, it's in the budget
If you like it, then I love it (if you like it, then I love it...)

(I love you, love you) yeah
(You're the one that I live for) I do, I do, I do, ooh
(And I can't take it anymore) Lito

Love you like Kel love orange soda
Look so disappointed when you can tell I ain't sober
I'm going through it, but, oh, well, I'm gettin' older (yeah)
And then you tell me we gettin' older, and I ain't going through this alone, so I need to focus

So many emotions I be holdin' in
Can't even hold my hand still when I try to hold a pen
I'm losin' touch with loved ones and some of my closest friends
I know I gotta love myself, I guess I'll try again

She say I leave her in the room every time I fly in
Been chasin' paper, chasin' guap, free YFN
A different state, a different thought, man, that shit tirin'
Might not renew my player's card for my little lady friend
We'll see (we'll see...)

Nah, this ain't toxic love
(Pyro on the beat)