Ghost To You

I just touched down in your city
And I'm wondering if you're gonna make time for me
Everything's feeling funny lately
I think I need you here, need you to ground me
And I know that I can go cold
When it really starts to matter
And I know I keep a tight hold on how I'm feeling
But it's the only way I can make it through
And for your distance, you have no excuse

And what I need to know is
Do you wanna try again?
'Cause when I left the last time
It felt like there was something there
Then you look at me like I'm
(Like I'm not even here)
Like I'm a ghost to you
(And I wonder where we are)
And I'm sorry that I had to go
Had to put myself first you know
(And now I can't help but thinking)
Wonder what would've changed if I had stayed
(Didn't mean to leave this open)
What would've changed if I had stayed?

Would we have found love?
Would we be cooped up in a world of our own?
Would we be somewhere of our own making?
Would everything be different?
Where we could be is not where we are
And I didn't think this would be so damn hard
Didn't think this would be so damn hard
But you know seeing you is my favorite part

And what I need to know is
Do you wanna try again?
'Cause when I left the last time
It felt like there was something there
Then you look at me like I'm
(Like I'm not even here)
Like I'm a ghost to you
(And I just don't know where we are)
And I'm sorry that I had to go
Had to put myself first you know
(And now I can't help but thinking)
Wonder what would've changed if I had stayed
(Didn't mean to leave this open)
What would've changed if I had stayed?