Focus

Don't know how to get rid of it, just save it
Keep it in the back of my mind, play it
Over, over again
Where'd you go
And I wanna ask
Don't wanna seem needy
I wanna fight back
When it seems like this is all I get
Tell me this isn't all I get

And still I do nice things for you
Like I'm okay keeping this wound unmended
No need for an ending
And still I tell myself it's fine
That you give me none of your time
It's confusing
Worried that we'll lose this

I just want your focus
Don't wanna be alone in this
I thought we had it but now it's gone, it's gone
Don't know where we're going, don't wanna get this wrong

Your focus on me is all I ask
A little something to show me I'm not just in the past
'Cause it doesn't seem like I'm on your mind anymore
And I just gotta know
How'd you give it all up so easy
'Cause I'd do it if I could, believe me
Over and over, over again
Wishing at a dead end
'Cause it's too much to feel this stuck, and I know now
That I can't afford to hold all my truths in you
If my crime was loving you too hard
Then yours wasn't keeping me in your heart

I just want your focus
Don't wanna be alone in this
I thought we had it but now it's gone, it's gone
Don't know where we're going, don't wanna get this wrong