Isolate

Is this the end?

I feel the hourglass spin
And the sand begin to fall
The seconds counting down
With nothing to show for it all
Persistence is key
That's what they always told me
But as the glass becomes half empty
It's harder to believe

Now
If I
Fall any harder I will collapse
Into
What I
Never could be
Maybe it's not about easy
Maybe
Luck of the draw
Oh shit
I could sit for hours and write
About
How
Life's not fair
But I've said it all before and still no one heard

Can't break me
Better run cause god can't save me now
Restrain me
Better run cause god can't save me

Watching, waiting
Sometimes I'm just faking
Hoping never praying
That I'm not just remaking
Everything feels the same
I don't know what I'm saying
Life stands still but the clock remains ticking

Tick tock
Tick tock

Time feels like it's running out in my head
And I can't quite seem to find the words to emphasise
You're mislead

Something feels familiar
Something I can't quite put my finger on
And in this intermission
I feel like I'm not quite moving on
Struggling to find a reason
Struggling to find the why
Hopeful that it's not just everyone
Holding on
To this
Lie

So long and good night
I know I'll be the one to win this fight

And the sun will set
On another day the same
I'm on a merry go round
But the merry eludes me

And the sun will set
On another day the same
I'm on a merry go round
But the merry eludes me

Imprisoned in a skull shaped cell

I welcomed the asylum as my home

Now as the madness rests and isolates

Leaves me where I belong

Alone

Take it from me
Leave me all on my own

Tie me down
Repeat the day
Watch the shadow on the clock
Ticking away
Because by the time I'm done
Any state of reality is fucking gone
Can't break me
Better run cause god can't save me now
Restrain me
Better run cause god can't save me
Now