Midnight

Where the fuck did all the angry music go?
Its like I'm on a different planet from all of you folks
Well I ain't having it, every one I know is going broke
And yet we turn a blind eye to it, hoping it'll slow
I spent my entire check the same day that I got paid
And I might as well get laughed at when I ask for a raise

How the fuck am I struggling to survive?
When I posses a skill set larger than all of these guys
But no callers call back regardless of how much I click apply
I'm sick of all these sites, and pissin' away my time
I call my dad up to get a tidbit of advice
And get hit with "Shit, that's just part of living life"
FUCK THAT

This is not the way that its fucking supposed to be
Missing out on precious time with everyone that's close to me
My grandma passed away but when the fuck was I supposed to see
Her when my entire week, was spent earning my groceries
Just coping and hoping that my superiors will notice me
And hopefully float me a couple bones so I can know relief

50 cent raise? Thank you Mr. Wealthy man!
Maybe you can nut and I can eat it out your fucking hand
Maybe if you pay me you would only have like four sedans
And no vacation property, and that just wouldn't fucking stand
I would hate to get in the way of your lifestyle
But I cant even eat, how the fuck could I feed my child

But oh thank God they wanna outlaw abortion
Take the choice away from women, give it to the lord and
They say that its a human that its life is still important
But what's important is if the mother can still support it
But when its born? Well shit, you're on fucking own ma'am
Cause in the land of the free, we don't want no social programs

So tell me what's worse, terminate it properly
Or give birth to it, and bring it into poverty?
Set 'em up to fail, from the second that they start to be
It's 2023 why the fuck are we so obsolete?
It's pro life, until the minute its outside
And then throw 'em to the wolves
And see how long that they survive

Republicans love freedom, they believe that stupid shit
Then why the fuck are they encroaching on my woman's uterus?
Why the fuck do they continue to choose to go through with this?
Because its a proven tool they use to group up all these lunatics
Somewhere in a trailer park, Earl and his fat wife
Believe that this wealthy man will change their shitty fucking life

And the left too, y'all really ain't no different man
You think because there's two of them
That they both got some different plans?
Like they aren't all white ancient types, that will lie
Just to try, to extort more money from all of us citizens
Were divided, and that's the vision that they've always had
Point fingers at each other, thinking that its us who's bad

Please don't label me, unless they're the ones I gave myself
I got 'em for my sexuality, gender and mental health
I'm a decent man, never short of so supportive
But your Instagram bio sounds like a fucking Starbucks order
Bi-polar, with some queer and add a little gender fluid
Being labeled sucks but its okay when you chose to do it

Why can't you, just be okay with being you?
And be content in doing the things that you like to do?
Humans are fucking complicated, various in moods
You are a rarity its true, no amount of labels you can choose
Can capture the true, actual, image of your existence
But I'll probably get cancelled for saying this shit so forget it

Only time I'll be put inside of a box is when I die
Tired of seeing my people limiting their lives
I try and try to empathize and I like
That your doing what you like but try as I might
I don't understand containing yourself inside parameters
An individual with more labels than on a calendar

Now everyone you meet, has an idea about each other
Labeled CIS white man, despite my own Hispanic mother
So they think they know me, because they think I'm white
But I don't even like the shit that white people like
Yet at the same time, if you make assumptions, on how someone presents
You're the fucking asshole, how the fuck does this make any sense?

Everybody always flip flops, my fuckin eyes are criss-crossed
I've fuckin tried many times and my mind has been lost
Don't wanna hurt nobody, but the standards change
Somethings gotta give, cause this shit hurts my fuckin brains
It makes me wanna keep my mouth shut for real
But inside my mind I find a different way to feel

When the fuck did everyone go get so motherfucking sensitive?
Sticks and stones don't break your bones
The words is what the weapon is
You don't agree with something it's like the fucking end of it
Well shit now that you mention it, suck my never-ending dick
Between my ring and index, got a place where you can sit and spin
Because I would really like a time where I can speak my mind again