Fields of Yarrow

It's golden hour now
Is this another dream
Of which we're wounded by a
False sense of love, insincerity

And the hardest price we pay
Is to put love out on the line
So many choices to make
Will we break either way running out of time?

And this bloodline's getting thinner
All the problems marinate, the wine is bitter
On the tip of my tongue
But I drink just for fun
And now the day is late
I'm hightailing it home
Things just don't feel the same
And I can feel it in the space between
The words that never came

If I'm not back by tomorrow
Don't sit and wait
Cause I can't sit still and hope one day
You'll learn to care about me

It's hard to feel all the sorrow
Then tell yourself you're okay
When you try to heal every broken heart
Though they don't care about your pain

So I'll heal mine in fields of yarrow
Have all my strength back by the morrow
If you need real love
You're barren of just come find thee
Just come find thee

I often miss Pend Oreille
And the lakes that made up Coeur D'alene
And when I would visit
Wonder what's in those woods
Did she leave with some spirit?

Don't you know that the place
You grow up morphs your mind
But failing to witness
The darkness the sickness
Can kill you in time

But my skin is getting thicker
If there's a power within me I feel the flicker
With every night that will come
There's a sunrise at dawn

But if the day is late
Real love never leaves
It cant just fade away
And no one knows that I've been breaking
Keep asking myself can I even take it

If I'm not back by tomorrow
Dont sit and wait
Cause I can't sit still and hope one day you'll learn To care about me

It's hard to feel all the sorrow
Then tell yourself you're okay
When you tried to heal every broken heart
Though they don't care about your pain

So I'll heal mine in fields of yarrow
Have all my strength back by the morrow
If you need real love
You're barren of
You know where to find me

If I'm even still here
There's a chance that Im gone
Oh I'd never wait to see the day they try to tell me I was wrong

For picking flowers in the morning before they're gone
Getting lost in the forest
One day it may all disappear
So I take in every moment

Been taking time to heal myself over the years
Forgive people who hurt me
Forget all the tears I've been crying
Maybe I can heal this time