Walnut Tree

I wish you knew who I was, but you don't
Pile my back up with your shit then leave me alone
And I know you know all the hell you gave me
Now its taking its toll
It brings me back to my house on Dusty Lane
Because that place was never a home and now I know
You take and break me down
Cause people know I'd give everything to make someone stay
And I guess that falls back on me
I never dreamed I'd be torn apart at the seams
So stop reminding me of the days
Where I'd weep under the walnut tree
Stop reminding me

Please stop reminding me
Reminding me
Reminding me
There's only so much I can take

Become feral when I didn't answer the phone
But now you barely call me
Sure I was happy when u said I helped you grow
But part of you still haunts me
And I keep reliving the scenes of when you'd compare me to my father
Manipulate but u can't articulate any fuckin feelings you harbor

I'm still fucking pissed that you showed up at my friends in the night
To make sure I wasn't cheating
Didn't know that gifts apologized?
I've got dragged into your drama for the very last time
When you say I helped you grow
Hope that's true for the next guy

But u still take and break me down
Don't even share the same bed
Do you get that there's a hole in this boat?
I was Trying to keep us afloat
Even If I make it out on my own
Whenever I couldn't breath
Gasp for air beneath the walnut tree
Hope you have something like that
Where you are
Maybe one day I wont have to even call you anymore
Anymore, no anymore, no anymore
Anymore
Do you have something to say
Maybe sorry
For the way you treated me
Mentally beaten down
I hope you heal where you are