Insecure

I find it kinda cute that you now care
But I'm just afraid, that it's too late
You say heard my songs and you worried
It's a pity that you couldn't read my eyes yea

In-love with all this pain, i deserve it
Inl-ove with all this pain, i deserve it
I love to numb it up, with this propain
I love to numb it up, with this propain

My eyes full of pain, you said i'm lookin' high
I know i'm always high, but that is not the cause
We ain't gotta talk, just listen to my songs
I just can't open up, even if i tried

You keep running from me, why you running from me
This ain't what i signed for, why we always fightin
It's 2:43 and i'm fightin all these thoughts
It's worse than these drugs, cause it leaves me in a trance

You stuck in my head, like a catchy melody
Put a tracker on my mind, cause i'm always losin it

Fans want new songs, but this thing is draining me
My scars? keep em closed, ain't tryna be a meme
All this trauma that i hold? i take it to the grave
My heart's gettin cold, it's the snow that's on my nose
I'm dying everyday, just let me decompose
There was something in my head, so i banged it on the wall

I find it kinda cute that you now care
But I'm just afraid, that it's too late
You say heard my songs and you worried
It's a pity that you couldn't read my eyes yea

In-love with all this pain, i deserve it
Inl-ove with all this pain, i deserve it
I love to numb it up, with this propain
I love to numb it up, with this propain

I find it kinda cute that you now care
But I'm just afraid, that it's too late
You say heard my songs and you worried
It's a pity that you couldn't read my eyes yea

In-love with all this pain, i deserve it
Inl-ove with all this pain, i deserve it
I love to numb it up, with this propain
I love to numb it up, with this propain

If i showed you all my scars, you would takeoff
Scared of losing you, so i would rather take drugs
Coulda never thought you would ever cash out
If i showed you all my scars, you would takeoff
Scared of losing you, so i would rather take drugs
Coulda never thought you would ever cash out

I find it kinda cute that you now care
But I'm just afraid, that it's too late
You say heard my songs and you worried
It's a pity that you couldn't read my eyes yea

In-love with all this pain, i deserve it
Inl-ove with all this pain, i deserve it
I love to numb it up, with this propain
I love to numb it up, with this propain



Credits
Writer(s): Johannes Moeti Oliphant
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