Leonnia

Hey
Sometimes I get upset, people believe in me too much
Feel like it's pressure and a reason for me to keep going when it's tough
Lately every day been tough
I've hardly had the time to breathe
I fell in love and lost my heart
In the same year... I'm tryna grieve
I got a team
And they believe
But am I selfish cuz I don't
They encourage me keep fighting
Am I helpless if I wont
I been tryna not to drink
I've been tryin not to smoke
Cuz I'm afraid I'll be dependent
On a vice to help me cope
I wanna jump inside that casket
I wanna hold my mama close
Sometimes I sit inside her house alone and try to feel her ghost
But that's not my gift, so I just sit
Looking stupid
Leaking tears
Cuz how arrogant was I to think i'd have a few more years
A lil more time to take you shopping ma
More time to buy you gifts
More time to get that house I promised
And finally take some pics
Cuz I know you always hated pictures but I got you to submit
Cuz you so gorgeous it's important to let the world know you exist.
I'm glad I gave you one last kiss, if I would known i'd given twenty
You always said you wanted rest... and now you gone and you got plenty
And it hurts
Hard to smile when I feel awful inside
Imagine being afraid to lose someone,
And then watching them die.
Keep it goin
Keep it goin
And it hurts
Hard to smile when I feel awful inside
Imagine being afraid to lose someone,
And then watching them die.

Love you,
P.S Thank you ma,
Thank you for raising me
See you soon



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