The Healing Process

You be holding on to the past,
I know I cannot force it, gotta let these feelings pass,
And shawty,
I don't mean to harass,
But I'm tryna make sure,
I still got my spot,
And don't fall last,
After other brothas,
The healing process isn't easy,
Girl I know this much,
You say, I should've thought about it before ******* up,
Fair enough, but it's much easier said than done,
We're only human
Im'a student
Learning from a ton
Of my mistakes,
I'm tryna shake em off like Mariah,
You carry me sometimes,
I take it lightly,
You're on fire,
Blowing off steam,
Self-esteem,
Requires time to build,
So I hope these rhymes alleviate,
The tension that you feel,
Filling those holes in your heart,
Tryna drown my pride,
To see you float again,
The only vision in my eyes,
Materializing better versions
Of you everyday,
Fulfilling wants that always overshadow
A bouquet,
Flowery words, to show I empathize,
Trips to Philippines and Laos,
Just to unwind,
Ocean-views as we snooze waiting for the sunrise,
Rose bath,
and wine glasses,
To pass time
Beautiful life we gotta live it,
Not in this for gimmicks,
Making vivid memories,
Is what I'm living for,
I know you think I don't adore you,
As much as I used to,
Before you count me out，
Girl see what my love amounts to,
I really try my best,
And soon all the time I invest,
Will pay off,
I guess,
Until then,
I'll stay a vessel,
Of love for you,
Keep your head up like Pac,
Better Dayz are now,
I looked around and could not have found,
Another chick like you,
Gorgeous smile,
And you supportive,
That's what I'm needing now,
Admitting your wrongs are never easy,
But it's the only way to stop the bleeding,
I hope you feel me

Black on Black
Yea,
There's nothing wrong with a little sensitivity