Save Me

I can't talk about these problems in my head
Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest
Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself
All I wanna do is feel like everybody else (singin')
I can't talk about these problems in my head
Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest
Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself
All I wanna do is feel like everybody else

Drinkin' whiskey, smell like smoke, did ya miss me?
I been swervin', feeling tipsy
Red eyes, mouth looks like a chimney and
I don't know how much more I can take
Must be something in the water, that's that shit I don't drink
Yeah, yay

You don't like me, so what?
Ain't a problem, roll up
'Bout to pop, no soda, motivated by the marijuana
And if you in my corner
You know I'm right, sho nuff
You know I'm light, Yoda, we keep it tight like yoga

Tore up, hold up, throw up, grow up?
No way, not today, we got a way to go up
My friends say I'm doing good
The voice inside my head's hatin'
My people treat me like Jesus
Strangers treat me like I'm Satan

Is anybody there? Feel so alone, I'm surrounded
Sick of feeling like I'm suffocating
Take a deep breath and I'm drowning
White Walls, I'm in county
Bond out, I'm still counting
The days until I feel free I'm a free bird
Down when they found me

Clipped my wings, fuck what you heard, yeah
I'll plant a tree in the dirt, yo
I'ma cool down with the shade
You got smoke, I get high and I swerve
You hatin', you can't find the words (yeah)
We making it rain when it hurts (yeah)
They say I gotta be cursed
Tell 'em I'm blessed, this is church
Singin'

I can't talk about these problems in my head
Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest
Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself
All I wanna do is feel like everybody else (singin')
I can't talk about these problems in my head
Got a target on my back, got that red dot on my chest
Screamin' help me, somebody come save me from myself
All I wanna do is feel like everybody else

'Nother day, another dollar
Another hater, add a comma
Another drank, another bottle
'Nother day, I got a problem
Ain't been holding no grudges
Never follow no compass
Always know where the fuzz is
Brothers sisters and cousins

We all know the same pain 'cause we all known to bring trouble
Back when I was strung out, cocaine lines and dope puddles
Memories of the fair, play in the rain, there ain't nothin' different
But the fact I'm older, life's been shittier longer
Feeling so much pain all week, it's hard to get any stronger
Been tryna wake up the world but y'all stuck deep in a coma
I need my people to hold me, someone please get my back
You needed me, and you showed me, I got you, need nothin' back

Right? Rock bottom, that's where I came from (facts)
All them haters don't say nothin'
Homies ain't the same, they all change up
I see dollar signs, I became som'n
Right when I do, the world flame up
Rise from the ashes, phoenix take me home
Ain't the crazy one, but I saved me some
Now save me from myself before they take my soul