So Bad with Goodbyes

I guess this might be what they call goodbye
Couldn't see this coming if I covered up both eyes
Always wish the best for you, even when I lied
And said I hope you die, it's gonna be alright

Hug me, baby, don't cry
Hold me close one more time
I been gone for too long now
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
No way to answer your calls
But I can still hear your cries
Looking ahead at the road

I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes (yeah, yeah)

How many times I gotta say "love you"? Ooh
How many times I gotta say "fuck you"?
How many people I gotta wake up next to
Until I finally trust you? So bad
Looking at the clock, hoping it go back
Maybe let it stop, I put up both hands
But I don't stop for no one, yo, we know that
Keep our love alive while you're at my neck romance (necromance)

Ha, get it, I hope you don't
One pill 'til I overdose
One knot 'til the rope'll hold
One shot 'til I'm home alone
At the gates, I hope they open them, yeah
Broke out from a broken home, uh
You came up in a lonely one, yeah
We both clicked like a smoking gun
Fights, no record but a broken one

Go on and on, and on, and on, and on
Love me, leave me, cheat, back in my arms
Rinse, repeat, victory, defeat
Feel incomplete, live on inside a song
Lost and found, my thoughts I toss 'em out
Awkward, not a lot to talk about
Except for subjects I've been tryna walk around
Been tryna pause, been tryna calm her down

Hug me, baby, don't cry
Hold me close one more time
I been gone for too long now
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
No way to answer your calls
But I can still hear your cries
Lookin' ahead at the road

I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes

I forgot your voice
This is your fault, this was not my choice
Why you gotta go and fuck a good thing up?
We had it so great, why you gotta talk to boys
And get mad 'cause I talk to hoes?
Buy you earrings, coffee clothes
Wax, anything you want is yours
Except me, oh, I guess I finally see where I was wrong

We really did it this time, didn't we?
God, I feel so bad for our mini-me
Talk about it, I ain't got the energy
How'd my best friend become my enemy?
I ain't got the answers, it's hitting me
That you ain't coming back, not for anything
Mind blown, call me Kennedy
Stay strong like there's ten of me
Chemical remedies keep me steady
Won't ever be better than when we together

No better me (yet)
I can see that gun ready, Glock loaded
When you shot me in the head, I was knocked over
You really thought you knocked me dead, I was heartbroken
Couldn't comprehend it, so I got sober
Kinda funny feeling dead all of October
Got back up and everybody and their mom noticed
Honey, I don't want revenge, I just want closure
Every time I walked away, you just got closer

Hug me, baby, don't cry
Hold me close one more time
I been gone for too long now
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
No way to answer your calls
But I can still hear your cries
Looking ahead at the road

I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes
Goodbye, goodbye
I'm just so bad with goodbyes

I guess this might be what they call goodbye
Couldn't see this coming if I covered up both eyes
Always wish the best for you, even when I lied
And said I hope you die, it's gonna be alright



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Writer(s): Derrek Thomas Jensen
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