tia Mimi

Let's Go

Rest in peace mi tia Mimi, I just found out that she passed
Had to tap in with mi primos 'cause mi tio smoking glass
Wish I could do more to help, if y'all need something just ask
Disappointed in my family 'cause so many of 'em trash
They say death comes in threes, the second one is part of me
I just lost an unborn child they ain't even start to breath
We ain't even known she pregnant 'fore the exit, hard to think
What could have been, would we be good again in love and harbor peace
So who is three? It was somebody I know with the 'rona
He was like one of the the in the hospital
I know thats unvax'ed and fighting off comas
Give it to God,
ask him to make me a scriptural sculpture a spiritual soldier
Give me a shoulder to bolster these burdens
Rid me culture of these worldly vermins
World keep on turning and turning don't care that its burning
As long as they earning a bundle
I keep on learning and learning ain't shit predetermined
Just listen to sermons and humble
Hold off the mourning 'til morning 'cause right in this moment
I'm busy discerning my troubles
Call me the foremen I'm working on my reoccurring
Defects of my person and stumbles, uh

Rest in peace mi tia Mimi, I just found out that she passed
Had to tap in with mi primos 'cause mi tio smoking glass
Wish I could do more to help, if y'all need something just ask
Disappointed in my family 'cause so many of 'em trash
Rest in peace mi tia Mimi I just found out that she passed
Why did God release her soul when it shoulda been my dad
I called out of work for nothing when he broke his neck and back
He ain't come and visit me when I was laid up doing bad

Uh
Yeah

Can I cry? Or am I not allowed to 'cause I am a guy?
Do I got to channel all my motions into anger even if my granny die
Do I got to be harder than it all, only show out when its hammer time
Do I got to give my son a toxic masculinity version of rampant pride
I want my son to be soft, Somebody try him I'm knocking them off
I'm hard enough dog
Enough for both of us, roll with the uh
Social work go berserk knowing I rock
Child endangerment facing it, nah I keep my pieces all under a lock
Be like me he better not, 'cause I be so present and love him a lot
Don't care if he straight don't care if he gay
Don't care if he turn to a woman one day
Don't care if he brave don't care if he rave
I care that he ain't lost and finding his way
He know I'm his daddy I care if he happy
He can come to daddy no matter whats happening
Lean on his daddy I'll hold him up gladly
If somebody hurt him its gonna end badly
Y'all reflecting on twitter 'bout all the trauma you had to endure
I used to steal so much cough syrup I,
probably done bankrupt and shutdown a store
I used to steal all my food and my
clothes, got Target brand all in my drawer
I got 2pac lyrics tatted on me 'cause I felt like he telling my story
Only God can judge me