All Over

Where was you when I was all alone
Told me you got me, you ain't call my phone
Look in my eyes, you could tell
I'm not at home
My heart beatin', in my mind I'm gone
Told me "be strong", but I'm tired
I just think, I don't cry
Put my thoughts in the sky
You coulda thought that I was high
'Cause my mind in gone
Tryna procrastinate for you
But my time is gone
What was I 'posed to
I put my heart in shit that wasn't true
And I don't know no other way to move
Wish you told me if I won yo' heart, that I would lose
I got nothin' else to prove

But if I had all the time in the world, then maybe I'd
Find a reason to stay alive
And I ain't wanna do this shit, I swear I tried
I just ain't wanna say goodbye
I know I might've fucked up, but this all over
Needed you more than I needed closure
Said I love you to death, now I'm dyin' for yo' love
You probably gon' be mad after this, but so what

I'm gone
And don't be mad at me
'Cause you already left
Don't act like this a catastrophe
Used to tell you "shit gon' be okay", 'cause it had to be
But you don't even know the half of me
I'm fucked up
This shit go deeper than yo' love
And I could tell you how it started but
I don't know what it was
I know the struggle 'cause I'm really out the mud
Only love was from myself 'cause I ain't feel it in no hugs
Fucked up in the head, and I ain't never did no drugs
Pointin' my Glock right at myself just because
I guess I never had a chance, and I ain't even know it
You told me love was in yo' plans, and you ain't even show it
Wish I ain't have to understand how this shit really goin'
Thought I was 'posed to be yo' man, and we ain't even growin'

I swear if I had all the time in the world, then maybe I'd
Find a reason to stay alive
And I ain't wanna do this shit, I swear I tried
I just ain't wanna say goodbye
I know I might've fucked up, but this all over
Needed you more than I needed closure
Said I love you to death, now I'm dyin' for yo' love
You probably gon' be mad after this, but so what

Lord protect my soul
I'm on my way back
And just let me know
How we got off track
I talked to you like every night
You ain't hit me back
Prayin' with my hands out
But I guess you ain't see me snap
I don't understand how I'm tryin'
And you ain't help me out
I got it planned out
I just need you to show me how
And I can't tell nobody else
That just ain't my style
Microphone the only time this shit come out

But if I had all the time in the world, then maybe I'd
Find a reason to stay alive
And I ain't wanna do this shit, I swear I tried
I just ain't wanna say goodbye
I know I might've fucked up, but this all over
Needed you more than I needed closure
Said I love you to death, now I'm dyin' for yo' love
You probably gon' be mad after this, but so what