The Dreamer (Eternally)

What's the word
Who you waiting for
I'm the only one who staying numb
I stunned myself smoking till I'm in a shock
My body dropping, time is stopping
What's the options, I'm done waiting
Try and call me, if I don't answer
You're the fucking problem
Hit me with a cold stone, bash it in my head
Stash my body with the rest
Save the message for the last
Wrote it down and said to come and stay
Stay and smoke away
Laughing as my body slowly goes to blank
I'm out

I'm out of options
I'm out of choices that I always make
I watch the turning heads judging me a mess
Yeah they resting in my cells
Fearing for the wellness coming to the surface
Can you serve my last breath
Lasting off of all that numb shit
Drugs and alcohol keep my mental fit
I wouldn't wanna go back
Wouldn't wanna make myself take it all in too fast
Making my jokes for a normal motherfucker
But you know me, I'm insane like I always say
A bitch never gonna make a right
I'm right walking on my own
Yeah on my own
I know I light my road, forced to suffer till the end
Cuts on my skin, a knife is not enough
Pressed against the wall I'm left to crucify
Left to crucify
Rise

Rising up
I lead the dead, leading all the evil
I'm making my way underground
Bringing that old sound back, bumping tracks up late every night
Thought I was a bad guy, couldn't be more right
Might as well study my eyes
And learn what going on in my fucked head
Going on an angle, I struggle with a strangle
What do I know
I finally made it through
Reaching for the sky
I finally feel the truth
Am I dreaming long
Am I really blind
Never thought I'd fall
For the fucking lie

Are we lying now, nothing I could've done to change up
Hope you know you're dead to me
Hope you know you're dead to me
I'll never live a servant, I'm observant of the dread
That gave me all my scars
That gave me all my scars



Credits
Writer(s): Collin Rhodes
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