Napkin Deal

Look, look
The day i signed, i told nas' mum before i told mine
They asked me how i feel, i said fine
Truth is i'm, dying to live even though we live to die
I wish that you was here bro, i still cry
I can't ask God why, i just say it's maktub
I keep telling little bro im back soon
The trenches taught me things you can't learn in classrooms
I really seen some big dogs turn into raccoons
Can't turn my back on the mob
Brang guns back to my mums
They stabbed my boy at that party and i was back at the front
Got two attempted murders, and now i'm back on the run
I packed a bag and caught the last train back up to cunch
Katrina wasn't in i spent the night on christie's chair again
Tracksuit full of dog hairs again
I was having flashbacks and laying on them stairs again
I looked death in his eyes and bro i wasnt scared of him

Yo im from birmingham but i was born in spanish town
Bro i could've shed a tears when mum said that my dad was proud
You don't know what badness is
I'll show you bout badness now
Lingz took me sliding in his girls car she brang us round
My neighbours took me sliding in his legals
He's still traumatised he saw me wet him 14 times
And went and hopped back in the ride
Very cold winter times went christmas at hailey's
Ask cashh he'll tell you i'm a real trench baby
I put blood, sweat and tears in this
No one gave me it like 'here it is'
It was banter on me, now it's hilarious
I'm from zoo town and the flats here the scariest
I grew up round werewolves it made me the weariest
Ym thats my blood, i got him no matter where he is
I left him on his doorstep right in front of where he lives
I bet that's the last time he plays with me
I don't buss juj, i use my prayer beads
You hearing me?

Friday the 27th of october, Alhamdulillah
Signed my deal man
It's funny man cause niggas think im a rapper now
Me and muni shared syrup sandwiches that night
They think it's a joke fam
Its my nigga risk it's birthday i brough him a -
Happy birthday my nigga