Forever Missing You

You don't know
How much i miss your love
Much i miss your touch
You don't know
How much i miss your love
I miss your love

Aight, mum i'm here to say i'm sorry that's for everything i've done
And police were sitting round the back and kicking off the front
I'm sitting down in handcuffs that's when you ask what i've done
I'm looking all confused but you know im just acting dumb
And ima keep it real your youngest daughter ain't coping
Her boyfriends acting up but he dont know that bro will smoke him
Your eldest daughters fine, she's living calm, she's living life
Nothing ain't changed, your little boy's just still inside
He's still inside
And just the other day i put some flowers by your side
I hope dad's cool, and nan's doing fine
I think my kids can see you they keep pointing to the sky
I just asked Allah why people have to die?
I waited 5 minutes didn't get no reply
Can't cry, i just block the pain, try to get high
Bit of reggae on a sunday, i know your tryna vibe
Anyway dad im missing you, and i'm forever missing you
Give what i got to kick back and blow a spliff with you
Had to feature with double m, i know what he's been through
Gangsters relate, so this is the truth
Locked up, i don't know when ill next visit you
And last week i went and lost the password to my snap
So i lost all our memories, i don't think i'll get them back
Shit's fucked, i just need to leave the road and stick to rap
Uncle owen's on the same shit
Me and louise, gave him some ps and he spent it on the same shit
But addiction is real and you won't change it
But i'm good, right now i'm just on basic
Sat with some freeprints just staring at your faces
And its fucked, cah my daughter turned five
And she dont know what death is, she dont know your not alive
So protect them, i see you looking down from where you lie

You don't know
How much i miss your love
Much i miss your touch
You don't know
How much i miss your love
I miss your love

Look, look
If you were still here i always wonder what you'd think
I wonder if we'd reason over drinks
I thought that i would meet you on the day that i got chinged
I was knocking on the door but they wouldn't let me in
Shit i always wonder what you'd do
Did you spend your time at home? or were you always on the move?
I inherit that from you
I'm a rapstar now, i ain't just any other yute
And im my own boss so nobody can tell me what to do
I keep iron with me don king
They keep telling me we look alike
They don't know that i've only seen one pic
And i was wondering if i could just ask one thing
Without you here, how can i have everything i'm wanting?
I miss you
Numb the pain with all this drug misuse
God takes all the best ones, that why he picked you
Uncle kingsley told me that you used to keep your pistol
Dunno if they love me or just see me as the rich yute
I hope your proud dad
Its 2am and i'm up smoking loud
Thinking how you went halves on the golden child
I'm stuck in quicksand so i ain't been home a while
Swear i get this charm from you, i could make a cobra smile
And you know that i don't mean to cry
I gotta stay offline, they get me mad and provoke me to slide
I'm tina's boy, as long as i'm here dad, i swear that she's alright
Granny said be vigilant, she's losing sight in both her eyes
Dad i waited years for this it didn't happen overnight

You don't know
How much i miss your love
Much i miss your touch
You don't know
How much i miss your love
I miss your love

So i turned into the older guy
I lost my little sister, dropped a tear and just rolled my eyes
For six's funeral, i told his mum to let me know the price
I'm pouring out henny with a load of ice
Father Mark, i lost you in the worst way
I got a son now, the other day it was his birthday
Now why the babylon even kill you in the first place?
My head starts to shake like an earthquake
Searching for you is like searching for a mermaid
If you were still here yo, if you were still here dad
Would you give me guns, tell me slide and tell me air that?
Probably told me nah, you would do it but i hear that
You loved the leather gloves
Your probably pissed i touched it bareback
I know you're probably mad that me and uncs always fumble
But on my son's life i'd kill for my uncle
Your friend just done life and they just threw bundles
Mama's still praying for me when i'm in the jungle
Gorilla in the zoo doe
You'd probably be my manager, i'd have you in the studio
And we got memories that only i know and you know
Your dad passed after you, your kicking it with bruno
All them riots in the uk, i wondered what would you say
When i had the blicky in the bolt not usain
My niggas in jail sticking pictures with their toothpaste
It can go one way or two ways or three ways
They got me in my mean ways
And i dont give a fuck about what he says or she says
I see my nigga run and pass the stick, must of thought this was relay
I'm a savage at heart, but still humble like pk
At the cemetery, all i do is pour hennessy
Still think about memories whilst listening to memories
And i can't bring you back, but them thoughts they will never leave
And it is what it is, and what it was it will never be

You don't know
How much i miss your love
Much i miss your touch
You don't know
How much i miss your love
I miss your love



Credits
Writer(s): Tim Gomringer, Kevin Gomringer, Karim Kharbouch, Andre Carnell Robertson, Derelle Rideout, Kavi Lybarger, Luis Bacque, Gerald Earl Gillum
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