Creamsicle Vomit

I've been in my room so long
That nothing has mattered
And water is just a decoration
I'm so numb
I'm so numb to the horrible person that I've become

I've been unaware so long
It's like
I slept through a whole lecture
On how to be just fine
But all of this shit can be solved by
Simply dying

Neck beards and body parts
Fuck my dreams
I hope this life is so much better than it seems
I should find a new replacement
Instead of sitting in my basement
Wishing I was fine

But I know if I was fine then
I would be lying to myself
Oh well
I'm just missing some embracements
Instead of rushing down the pavements
Hurting the self and the ones that I love

Hurting myself and the ones that I love

I thought I was staring in the eyes of an asshole
But twice turns out it just was a fucking mirror
All along
All along



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Writer(s): Vanity Club
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