Save Me

Feels like the world is ending
Can someone save me now?
I feel my death impending
Put me into the ground
(Into the ground)

I wanna blow my brains out
Paint the wall red with the inside of my head
Turn it inside out and see what's causing this mess
I'm depressed
I'm off of the meds
Feeling manic possessed
I left myself back in the past tense
A shattered lens
I'm suicidal
Seen a tidal wave of pride upon a
Fire burnt for miles and miles
And I'm tired crying
Why is this life mine?
Torn but I smile I'm fine
Hoping someone will see past my pain
And offer a life line

I guess it's long overdue
Restlessness bothering you
Edge of a precipice
Fall to my death I'm just
Left with a head split in two
Desperately wrestling with a
Bottle of medicine the
Silence is deafening A
Spiritual reckoning
Cause I'm a fallen angel
Forced to play this awful game
I often came so close to death
I would have lost my chance and cost today
The odds aren't in my favour
And based of my behaviour
Self destructive tendencies
I'm calling out to find my Saviour

Feels like the world is ending
Can someone save me now?
I feel my death impending
Put me into the ground
(Into the ground)

Last year I planned on leaving this world behind me
These days I let my demons out to come and find me
There's some evil people in the world they're misleading
I stood up and carried on with both my wrists bleeding
You can tell me I'm a bitter person
Yeah I've heard it all before
After coming back from that
I picked myself up off the floor
Think about the times I wasted tryna make sense
I'm too busy making music now to make friends
All I need is the music that's why I stayed alive
Think I'll still be making beats until I'm 95
You can kill yourself
I really think there's more to life
A constant fight between myself, addiction, suicide
And last night I relapsed
What was I thinking?
I was doing well for four and a half months
Slipped back and started drinking
Addictions won't enslave me
And since my Lord forgave me
I will carry on till death
I know that only God can save me

Feels like the world is ending
Can someone save me now?
I feel my death impending
Put me into the ground
(Into the ground)



Credits
Writer(s): Andrew Darby
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