I Have To

Honestly
I'm fuckin' sick of gettin slept on
I'm sick of fallin' to temptation
I'm sick of my mind telling me no
I'm sick of...
Fuckin' feelin' bad cuz my old friends are being whack
I'm sick of it all

I may not want to (want to, want to)
But I think I have to (have to, have to)
I may not want to (what what what what)
But I think I have to

But I think I have to (yeah)
Cut ties to the old me (ugh)
Used to be bein' lonely (true)
They ain't even phone me (yeah)
I did a 180 (ugh)
They thought it was phony (ok)
They ain't even say none
Intuition told me
Fuck it I'm good I be on to the next
I'm like a dog catch a whiff of the scent
Chasin' it down my God I'm obsessed
I'm calm with the stress my call to collect
But I must not go that way
Right road be a thin pathway (true)
Can't get burned like a ashtray (nah)
Can't get turned like I'm back to the back to the back to the back to the highway
I see demons sideways
I see freedom my way
I see it all in the scope like Chris Kyle I got range
Realness coursing through my blood but somehow I am not vain
Ah ha ha insane

I may not want to
But I think I have to
I may not want to
But I think I have to
Pull up to the function
Make haters mad ooh
I may not want to
But I think I have to

But I know I have to
Fight off the temptation
Still got hesitation
Part of me still vacant
Know I got a dark side
Fuck it I embrace it
What they never say 'bout heaven is that hell adjacent
Livin' it up, leave it in the past
Finna move to Jeddah put the city on
Heavenly protector that's Arsenian
Angel my investor God she send me funds
Now it's time to see what the cash do (do)
I won't ever plead but I'll ask you (you)
Drain energy bro don't let them (huh)
Bums like a flea they'll harass you (huh)
Don't make the scene that's tough luck (tough)
Don't take it mean get tougher (tougher)
They givin' smoke like muffler (what)
Inhale exhale puffer (yeah)
Give it right it back ya uh huh (uh huh)
They got it bad like Usher (Usher)
I need a bag like crusher (what)
I get the bag I'm crushed up (uhh)

I may not want to
But I think I have to
I may not want to
But I think I have to
Pull up to the function
Make haters mad ooh
I may not want to
But I think I have to

(yeah, huh)
Fuck that shit I have to (what yeah)
Fuck that shit I'm glad to (yeah yeah yeah)
Fuck that ya'll gon' need me (okay huh)
Now gimme me the mad loot



Credits
Writer(s): Hamza Jastaniah
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