God In Me

Goin' down the road I'm feelin' all alone
Sacrifice I make to change up my M.O.
Consciousness got me writin' an outrageous bucket list
Off the rage I'm on my bliss, fuck my age I'm just a kid no pain inflict no masochist
This pain, disdain, nothin' but a mist thang
Insane, in brain, got us playin dumb games
Mad change, my flame, got me so untamed
Unphased, man I feel light on the inside
So I make fire on the outside
Lemme tell a story 'bout this side
God forbid, I must admit this started off some manic shit
My ego slipped or conscious kicked confusion state I don't know what it is
Hallucinate I'm feelin' great the grass is green the sun is out adventuring
Feelin' free I'm feelin' me, the issue is i ain't control I ain't the one that man the ship

Tell me what to do (tell me what to do)
Push me down the road (God help me please)
Hold my hand when I get upset (and)
Don't ever let go

Depression hit, the old me died, a flower bloomed, and I was it (Shit I grew enormous)
Outta bed was hard to get but in my mind I started buildin' monuments
Raps were trash it wasn't fast but chipped away like carpentry
Common sense, the calmness hit, the call was dear, I commandeered the God in me
(God in me)
Got it
Need not put words to the answers
Thing about God she a dancer
Feel him in my mind it's the motion
Beat resistance it's a cancer
I'm an infant to the ocean
I'm insistent bout the instances
Feel so intense when it's interesting
Innocent mess but I fucked up big
In a sense left and I came back with
Whole new perspective and they tryin hard to dead it
Old me is separate ever since I got the message
Oh but they can't kill a cloud up in heaven
So I learned to float entering new dimension
Maybe I'm a saint or maybe I'm demented
That's an episode had my mom so...

Tell me what to do (tell me what to do)
Push me down the road (God help me please)
Hold my hand when I get upset (and)
Don't ever let go

This way that way got me upset
This way that way I don't even know
This way that way can't put down phone
This way that way maybe I'm dead
This way that way want me on pills
This way that way feelin' ain't real
Gimme one more, lemme get ahold
Gimme one more I say gimme a...
This way that way got me upset
This way that way I don't even know
This way that way can't put down phone
This way that way maybe I'm dead
This way that way want me on pills
This way that way feelin' ain't real
Gimme one more, lemme get ahold
Gimme one more I say gimme a...