I Hope You Heal

I hope you heal from all the pain
I hope someone comes and shields
You from all the rain
You've been dealing with
I know you'll find your safe person
Who understands and doesn't want you to change

But it wasn't me
That I couldn't be who you wanted me to be

Sometimes I thought that we could be
What I was looking for
But nah
I have too high expectations for anyone
Too high standards for anyone
To fit
in my requirements
Someday I will find my person too
sorry it wasn't you
I think I did but it isn't love

Maybe it is
only time will tell
Maybe one day
Just not today
God, I need to stop stressing myself over something that's not working out
Sometimes
I just think about you and I

We know
that we were both wrong

I think of how things could've been different with you
If we really could've worked out in the end
If I stayed
If I stayed
Sometimes are really hard
And we tend to just give up
I gave you all my time
And I gave you too many chances

I should've just broke it off when you said you didn't want me
Now I pray about you
I pray everything gets better for you
I hope you heal
I hope you heal
Cause you didn't do the right things for me
Maybe I was expecting too much from you
All I wanted was you
The real you, not the high you, not the fake you, not the low you
I just wanted you for who you were

All you did was that, JP
You made me afraid
And I never felt that way