All This Pain

I told you all the things I didn't want done to me
And you did all of them perfectly
Why did you hurt me
It feels like someone's doing surgery
Open heart,
Liked your darts

I liked your hair,
Felt like we were a perfect pair
Only seen impossible despair
I felt like we could have been heaven and hell,
Only if it was like that
You know what you did, I didn't it like that

I told you all the things I didn't want done to me
And you did, all of them perfectly
Why did you hurt me
Feels like I'm back on that gurney way back then
Surviving on this journey, but here we are

Back with someone who constantly hurts me
I'm not good
Back with someone who constantly hurts me
I'm not good either

I took you for granted, you took it slowly
It wasn't enough for me
It's okay, I still never hurt you
Thriving, thriving, thriving on this 57 to reach the 60

I told you all the things I didn't want done to me
And you did, all of them perfectly
Why did you hurt me
I told you this was the last time
Imma blast into my next step

Leaving for the best, nevertheless
We were both wrong
You took too long, still that dick grew long
Was it for me

Was it though
Nah
I told you all the things I didn't want done to me
And you did, all of them perfectly
Why did you hurt me

Why did you hurt me
Why did you hurt me
Sometimes it's so, so hard to fix my past
Sometimes it's so hard to heal from all the trauma I have

Sometimes it's so hard to heal from all the trauma I've stored in the back of my brain
Every day, they say, same shit, new day
I say, oh shit, new day
Yeah, yeah

Oh shit, new day
New day, oh shit, yeah
Baby, yeah
Why did you hurt me

Look me in my eyes and tell me
Why did you put me back on this gurney
Yeah
Why did you hurt me

I told you all the things I didn't want done to me
And you did, them perfectly
Why did you hurt me
Screaming for more
I'm in love with all this pain

Pain, pain
Feel like I need more
More, yeah
Pain, pain, yeah

Searching to find a new wave
But baby, you gave me this old pain
Now I need new pain
More

Maybe I'm psycho, I don't know
Either way
I'm in love with all this pain
Told you all the things I didn't want, talked to me and you did, them perfectly

Why did you hurt me
Yeah
I took you for granted, you took it slow
Was it fast enough for me

It's okay, I still never hurt you
I'm in love with all this pain
More
I'm in love with all this pain



Credits
Writer(s): Lillyjade Wright
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