Have You Had Enough?

I moved to New York in my prime
When I felt joy and still had dreams
I thought I'd be much farther now
But nothing's ever what it seems
Last night I almost killed myself
But now I'm on the train to work
I know that I should ask for help
But I've got bills so let it hurt
And I'll keep fighting voices in my head
That tell me I should be gone
That underneath it all I'm irredeemable
I'm not sure they're wrong
I'm stuck. I watch my life go by
And wonder when the path will turn
I stood there helpless as you died
Was there a lesson I should learn?

I'm tired of being sad
I'm tired of being sad
I'm tired of being sad
I'm tired of being sad

I'm sorry I've been such a drag
I've forgotten how to hope
Hard not to be a gloomy fag
When you can see how much they broke
Feel rage course through my veins again
Cause every day the chaos grows
Destruction caused by selfish men
Our country reaps the hate it sows
And caught up in survival
We burn through the will to make the uphill climb
They say that change is coming
But for many we've already run out of time
Take someone's rights, distort the truth
They profit from the pain they make
So much obstructed by so few
I wonder when the dam will break

I'm tired of being mad
I'm tired of being mad
I'm tired of being mad
I'm tired of being mad

In the beginning
There was dark
Not much has changed
Aren't we so smart?
God is dead
They slit their wrists
Cause Jesus died
For these worthless shits
And all I do
Scream to the void
And play my songs
Such exquisite noise
What comes next?
Are we too late?
Do we keep fighting?
Do we just wait?
Approaching the cliffside
Push me off
It just keeps coming
It never stops

I'm tired
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(Last night I almost killed myself)
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(Last night I almost killed myself)
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(In the beginning there was dark)
(Last night I almost killed myself)
(Have you had enough?)
I'm tired
(In the beginning there was dark)
(Last night I almost killed myself)
(Have you had enough?)