NOT A LOVE SONG

I am all alone
I don't feel so strong
I'm flyin' through a town
My friends have all been gone
I'm tryin' not to fall
My feet aren't supposed to crawl

Through my coat, wind quick like thought
I don't know where he run away now, how
Am I even real?
I feel sore from all the bullshit
You tried to force down my neck
Like, "What the heck now? Where do I begin?"

I never thought I'd write a love song
Nevertheless, I'm doing fine
Even in my wildest dreams
Where my mind entertained the idea I thought it'll be happy not sad
Even though I am not sad, I need to tell this truth

I'm over you and hear me out, my life is better
And of the shitty things, shady flings
All the weird looks and crooked smiles
I was only with you and figured you were only half mine, alright

It was hard for me to wrap my head around
How could you be with me, look me in the eye
While there is other me out there who's happy to hear you cry
Alright

If it is what you wanted, that's fine
If it is what you wanted, all right
If it is what you wanted, that's fine
That's fine, that's fine, it's fine now

I am all alone
I don't feel so strong
I'm flyin' through a town
My friends have all been gone
I'm, I'm, I'm tryin' not to fall
My feet aren't supposed to crawl
Hm-mm, mm-mm, mm

I am all alone
I don't feel so strong
You're flyin' through a town (mm-mm)
My friends have all been gone
Your friends all have been gone
I'm tryin' not to fall
Mm-mm, mm-mm, mm

I am all alone
I don't feel so strong
You're flyin' through a town
Your friends have all been gone
I'm, I'm, I'm tryin' not to fall asleep
Your feet are supposed to crawl
Ooh-ooh, ooh

I am all alone
I don't feel so strong
You're flyin' through a town (I'm flyin', I'm flyin')
Your friends have all been gone
I'm, I'm, I'm tryin' not to fall asleep
Your feet are supposed to crawl

Crawl