WHO SAID IT'S ALL ABOUT YOU? DON'T FLATTER YOURSELF

Oh please, oh please, just let me be
Oh please, oh please, just let me be
Oh please, oh please, just let me be
Oh please, oh please, just let me be

I spend my days sittin' at a desk, sittin' in my chest
Watching my face grow older everyday
I don't know what I'm doing, but
I don't know what I'm doing, but

I spend my life writing line-by-line
What a life behind
All the shit that have hooks in my flesh
What I have left?

'Cause every day and every night
I try to stay hidden inside
'Cause out there feels rough enough for me
I try to talk but can't really speak
I have shit to say, but feel too weak
Can't stand the weight, it feels suffocating

I spend my days sittin' at a desk, sittin' in my chest
Watching my face grow older everyday
I don't know what I'm doing, but
I don't know what I'm doing, but

I spend my life writing line-by-line
What a life behind all the shit that have hooks in my flesh
What I have left?

I don't want to be lost, so I'm standing still
It's easy to hide, it's easy to keep it in
I don't want to be lost, so I'm standing still
It's easy to hide, it's easy to keep it in

Lately, I think about ending things
That shit's frightening
Like a feeling of deadly lava slowly approaching down the hill
You can outrun it, but it's easy to trip and fallen branches

Oh please, oh please, just let me be
Oh please, oh please, just let me be

The idea of failure hangs over my head like
An everlasting custom-made storm made exclusive for me by Zeus
So running's pointless, 'cause my ella, ella's broken
Or lost, I don't even know

Should I care? I am asking myself this question more and more everyday
Can't pinpoint if I'm getting lost or cold
I mean, my heart works, I know that for a fact
So why do I feel so goddamn petrified?

Lately, I think about ending things
And shit's frightening
I don't wanna do it
But I'm afraid that I won't convince myself not to

It isn't easy nor hard, pendulum movement
Always dodging, trying to stay steadily
I don't wanna blame this shit on my upbringing
Even though it may have started then

'Cause, for what it's worth now, I am my own man
And should take responsibility for my own shit
It's hard, 'cause inside my heart I'm still a kid
Lost and lonely, trying to make meets ends
To figure out himself, not being scared

But in reality, unknown calls are making me feel awkward
If you wanna contact with me, you know where my doors are
Lately, I think ending things, and shit's frightening
I wouldn't do it to my momma, I can't even think about it

But sometimes, in the middle of the night, little
Fuzzy, at first glance, even cute creatures
Creep inside my mind, they storm it head-on
Those nights feel like I'm on the battlefield, and I'm scared
That someday, I won't have enough to take them on

Oh please, oh please, just let me be
Oh please, oh please, just let me be
Oh please, oh please, just let me be (put my head on a spike and smite me)
Put my head on a spike and smite me (oh please, oh please, just let me be)
(Put my head on a spike and smite me) (oh please, oh please, just let me be)
Put my head on a spike and smite me (oh woah, woah)
Oh please, oh please, just let me be (put my head on a spike and smite me) (my mind)
Send me to the ground

There are bad and better days, I try so hard to feel okay
Wise man's cool, I act a fool
There are wrongs that can't be right
All the shit stuck up inside
I'm a boy, I can't speak about that

But I wanna scream, tearin' down my clothes
Cry me a river and rinse my soul
Set sail, run away

I don't wanna fight, the smallest ripples hurt me inside
Why should guys always be tough?
Oh! Tell me please, explain it and take me
In your arms and explain it, why I can't cry, oh

Oh! Tell me please, wipe my tears
Take me somewhere where it's okay
To not feel okay where I don't need to smile
When I'm broken, where I can be whoever
Where I can say whatever, where we can feel together
Can heal together, and ever, and ever, and ever, and ever, and ever
And ever

I spend my days sittin' at a desk, sittin' in my chest
Watching my friends grow older everyday
I don't know what I'm doing, but
I don't know what I'm doing, but

I spend my days writing, I don't know what I'm doing, but
I don't know what I'm doing, but
I don't know what I'm doing, but
I don't know what I'm doing, but

All the shit that have hooks in my flesh
I don't know what has left
I don't know what I'm doing but, doing but

Can't run away forever
Can't run away forever
Can't run away forever

We were cut out of different cloth
I don't blame you for what we were not
I don't care really, babe, that's a fact
I hope you figure out yourself at last

We were cut out of different cloth
I don't blame you for what we were not
I don't care really, babe, that's a fact
I hope you figure out yourself at last