Tear My Life Apart

Yeah!

I look at you like you're less broken
Like I'm the one who's fucked (fucked)
Sinking deep in shame and envy
Always feel so stuck

Constant pain, running away
Ignoring signs, seals my fate
Victimized, can't be helped
Idolize everyone else
When will I learn
My world is collapsing
But I keep repeating
All that leads me back to misery

Another day, the poison seeps into my veins
I could be okay, but I've chosen pain

The thoughts, race in, I can't make them stop (I can't make them stop)
Consume, my heart, tear my life apart

I can't make it stop
Please just shut it up
I can't, make it stop
When will I feel like I'm enough

Life takes so long
What made me so impatient
I'm shaking from the thought
Of ever getting what I want

Oh
No confidence, no vision, no drive
No hope, no purpose
Worthless life

Killing time, justifies
All I waste but can't face why
Push it back, pray to forget
How long can I fake my way through life before my spirit dies

Boundless pressure, crushing lungs
All my pain I can't outrun

Bend me break me no one hates me as much as I hate myself
Devil speaking in my ear, burning me in my own hell
Wake up to this nightmare never ever fucking ends
The thief of joy laughs at me, tortures me again

Never forgive what I did stay inside
Of my mind where all my fears will come to life (fuck)
I'll never get, better again, damage is done, I won't become
Anything more than what I always wanted to
Run, far from

All the damage done, and every battle lost
It never ends, but my time will come

The thoughts, race in, I can't make them stop (I can't make them stop)
Consume, my heart, tear my life apart
I've come, so far, but so far from enough
It breaks, my will, tear my life apart
Tear my life apart



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